OK. I'm a 44 year old man from the western shores of the Pacific north-west. I relocated here from Southern California this past January, and LOVE it here. And as time will reveal, you'll begin to see that I'm a strange individual. But peeling back the layers will be half the fun, agreed? Ah, but I digress. I was diagnosed with type 1 (juvenile) diabetes back in 1969, when I was but 4 years old. Today the condition is managed far better, but in those days the methods are pretty crude and ineffective. We did what we could, but now there is no excuse for what has happened to me. After forty years the disease has had a progressive toll upon me - I'm basically blind in my right eye from something called diabetic retinopathy", or bleeding in the eye from something called neovascularization, or new vein growth. What happens is that as the circulation in the eye drops off from excessive blood sugar levels over a lifetime, the eye screams out a need for more oxygen. The body's response is new veins - but alas, they are always defective, and rupture in little to no time at all, bleeding into the vitreous fluid (the liquid that keeps the eye inflated and the retina pressed against the rear eye wall). I've been going through horrific surgeries to try and save both eyes; it seems to be working for the left eye, but the right eye seems destined for failure. I may never have 3D vision again, and boy do I miss it already.
There are many blessings in my life, but health isn't one of them. I am a believer in Jesus Christ, but before any assumptions are formed, get to know me - I doubt that you've met anyone with my views. Try me, talk to me, but don't assume about me. You'll often feel embarrassed; it happens all too often. But God blessed me with a adequate mind, to say the least. I completed my schooling far earlier than many, and worked in an industrial computing and robotics field for decades. I was removed from work for medical reasons. I am an avid musician, though lately my hands are in such pain as to all but stop my playing (I have bilateral carpal tunnel syndrome, and bilateral cubital tunnel syndrome). My mind exceeds, but my body languishes.
I am VERY open minded, as conceited as that may sound. It is simply true - I can easily debate either side of most issues, and respect those of differing positions. As an example, though I believe in God, I was an atheist for 23 years of my life - I changed my mind (something I can still do, with the proper evidences), but still respect those who are atheist, for I shared that mindset at one time as well. And there is nothing conclusive to show that I'm right, either. I do not require a background belief in your theology in order to respect your opinion, however. Over the years I've really learned to be compassionate of others' thinking, though as with all things, I can still learn more. That's the goal of being here - not to teach you (though I may), but to learn from you. You will convince me with facts and logical conclusions, not by insulting me and my current belief system. I live by these words, best that I can.
I was a registered republican for more than 20 years, but left the party over the way it's representatives were behaving - not because I don't believe in some of the conservative positions (but not all). Today, I am a strange mix of both parties, as many others are as well. My desire is to see a VIABLE third party, to prevent bulldozing in the house and senate. Two parties battle strategy is simplistic: we have more votes, so we don't listen to the other side. Three parties would require compromising between parties in order to move things forward. Assuming three viable parties, with relatively equal representation. But as always, I'm open to different ideas, especially the "out-of-the-box" thinking.
That's it - just a tease! You'll learn more, if I'm interesting enough to pull you to the side for a chat. We'll see what happens.
John
At the rate I'm going I'll be following every last blog I come upon, don't any of you write badly?
ReplyDeleteThis is especially interesting to me, as you transitioned from an atheist to a christian and yet still remain open to external ideas and beliefs. Plus the contrast between your working interior and faulty extremities almost requires a story of its own. You realize you're walking symbolism right? You 'see' but don't see. I'm definately following this.
I'm not sure if it's proper blog etiquette to comment on my own blog, but here goes - I'm an alpha male, and I do what I want anyway!
ReplyDeleteAgain, thank you for your kind words. I'd never thought of myself in that manner, but I'm flattered that you feel that I have vision. I try; I really do. My next blog (I hope I'm doing this right; I still don't know the operations of this particular site yet) will address how I came to that conclusion or transition, as you call it. I hope you find it enlightening, and look forward to your continued input. Thank you, friend!
John
Hi, John! I'm taking the bite and following ya. I'm not a GungHo religious nut, either. I believe in a Higher Power and the Hierarchy of Angels. Especially the Angels. I struggle with belief in a Supreme God. I don't believe in the idea of people going to hell if they aren't saved. (I'm just jumping around here. Hope you don't mind) I find it hard to believe in the idea of God when children are allowed to be molested and physically abused. My experiences have brought me to my disbelief. (I talk about them on my trying2findrene blog).
ReplyDeleteRight now, I'm highly focused on the connection between Angels, Aliens, UFOs and God. I strongly feel there is some sort of alliance here. Hope you find that interesting enough to talk about in a future post.
I look forward to hearing about your Atheist transition. How difficult was that? And, of course, just how did it come about. Good Luck with your blog! Penny AKA Sweet Little Angel from the Google Coffee Shop.
Thanks for the comment, er, ah - may I call you Penny?
ReplyDeleteI'd like to quickly address some of this, and yes; I'll blog in more detail as time allows. Hell is interesting. Many think of it as an eternal torture center. But (allowing for the existence of a supreme being for a moment) God would be most unfair to force someone who does not love Him to spend eternity with Him. An alternative place for existence, separated from that which you do not believe in or follow, is fair and loving. To someone who desires God, however, this place would SEEM torturous. It is a matter of perspective, I believe.
Did some being (again; allowing for a God) create life other than that on earth? There's no reason to think not, and every reason to think so. If I, as your Supreme Teacher, give you a manual (for instance, the Bible) on how to rebuild an engine, and you had to be able to rebuild an engine before you could live with me (heaven), does it mean that electric motors don't exist, simply because they are not mentioned in the engine rebuild manual? Aliens, angels, et al. are most likely real, and one and the same. The absence of their mention in the Bible is not a conclusive piece of evidence, imho. There would be no need for the additional distraction. The Bible is enough to understand already.
I understand the confusion over evil in God's world, and in time will be glad to expound on them soon for you (must save something for my blogs! heehee). But ask yourself: if I perceive something as good or evil, what do I use as a measuring stick for my morality? I do not say that an atheist is immoral, I only ask them to consider where the morality comes from. I have been given many interesting answers to this question, some quite respectable. Be well, and thanks for following.
John
Well ... you got me with the statement "Looking for mature conversations with folks who are open minded." I've been thinking about that a lot lately because I've come across some not-so-open minded people ... not only NOT open minded but downright nasty. I look forward to reading your posts and all the things that you choose to talk about.
ReplyDeleteBTW ... I'm an (ex)Seattleite. Hoquiam is a beautiful place! :)
I'm off to read ... thanks!
Small Footprints
http://reducefootprints.blogspot.com
I'm still in So Cal imagining what life is like up there. Thinking about visiting Seattle sometime soon now that I know someone who has moved up there--I call him Seattle on the blog.
ReplyDeleteSmall Footprints:
ReplyDeleteThanks for the visit. I agree; many bloggers need lessons in etiquette. Being certain is awfully hard for me; so often in my life I find that my ideas have needed refinement. So that i was certain of something that was not.
Your name had me - a goal that should be more desirous than SUV's and other current status symbols. Minimizing our impact, or Footprint, should be at the top of everyone's list, and all should read your blogs to learn about what we all can do. For as long as I can still see, I use an electric bike. Everyone loves it, and wants to know more about owning one.
Hoquiam - Kurt Cobain's old stomping grounds (along with next-door Aberdeen), and an old lumberjack hangout. Simply beautiful... Take care - see ya 'round!
John
SavvyD:
ReplyDeleteThanks for reading my blog. The other day, it was 71 degrees here, and back in the San Gabriel Valley (where I last lived), it was 94! It last rained here this afternoon - the valley had a freak rain "storm" about a month ago. It'll rain again here in a couple of days; in the valley, probably near the end of the year. The amount of life on the unattended areas is amazing; the size of the lots here are HUGE. And the only North American rain forrest is 20 miles from here - which is less than 20 minutes (no traffic). Do come and see!
John